Diaries of the Desolate

Though I see, darkness clouds my sight,
And though I speak, I am mute with listlessness.
The deafness of desolation is torturous silence;
I have swallowed the bitter taste of violence.
I reach for her loving touch but she is not here;
The scent of her essence lingers in the air.
The numbness of indifference alleviates my fears.
I search for light,
But embrace the darkness to alleviate my tears.

The Constant Shadow

Slowly and methodically it takes from me.
Irrationality and fallacy becomes disconsolate reality.
Peace of mind and tranquility is my constant plea.
It thrives on anxiety and gradually leads to instability;

It takes from me.

In dark desolation I cannot see.
Dragging my cross I am thirsty and weary.
The seasons go by and I am devastated utterly. 
In cold loneliness my existence is dreary; 

It takes from me.

I had a dream of deep valleys and peaceful streams,
But it was consumed by trepidation and anguished screams;
Exhausted and in blight, on worn down bricks I lean.
Looking on they shun me; my pain is their hilarity;
With rotten teeth and foul breath they point and laugh at me.
I curse them under my breath in anger and with vile profanity;

Still it takes from me.

The Eternal Oath (kindred brothers)

It is love and loyalty that shall eternally bind us;
Let only health, wealth, love and perpetual life find us.
May we always find each other in ordained destiny.
May your rain be my rain;
May your joy be my joy
And may your pain be my pain.
If you should fall,
Your name through me forever will be proclaimed.
Fire shall not burn us 
And time shall not turn us.
If we should fall together,
Then it is together they shall mourn us.
Your enemies shall be my enemies;
We are eternally woven and interlocked
And to each other’s lives we shall forever hold the keys.
If you are wounded in the field, 
Brother I will find you 
Through the blood on the leaves
And with life I will bind you
And we shall make our escape through the trees.
Our bloodline is unbreakable;
Let us now come together
And commune at the round table,
And swear an eternal oath
For we are not only brothers in blood
But also brothers in spirit and heart;
We will not be moved or shaken
For we are iron against iron 
And shall never be broken or torn apart.
In blood let this oath be written;
If one of us should break this sacred promise
Let us here and now vow to be smitten,
And our names removed from the book of eternal vows 
Never again spoken or written.
In everything I have vowed I swear to you all, and to the heavens.

Two Fires of Passion

You haunt my desire
It is you that I want
My lust for you is unbridled
And I care not
Let the world stare 
I’m intoxicated by you
In sultry nakedness you lie
You must be savored
The taste of you must linger
For I will replay our tryst for a millennium
The mere silhouette of you
Is a testament of my want 
Let your hair down slowly
Allow me to see the beauty 
Of the contrast of a waterfall
Against a deep valley 
Seductive touches of your contour is just an appetizer
I will take you to the highest floors of pure pleasure
Open up to me completely and trust me
For your mind in mine 
I will take you in flight through my amorous dreams
Softly you lie in fuchsia silk
As you moan uninhibited by peaceful streams
The desires of your womanhood often misunderstood
Are the drivers of my passionate intent
You are wild and untamed in my presence
I will unwrap you slowly for you are my present
Give to me of your love my love
If tears might fall from my eyes they are tears of passion
In pleasing you I have found the ultimate satisfaction
The sounds of your pleasure potently increase my primal desire
You are fire and I am fire intensely we burn and come together
The beauty of you my sweet
Oh the beauty of your unbridled femininity moves me 
With every soft kiss my mind records our movie
With every deep and passionate thrust I look into your eyes intently
Let go of every constraint and release your lustful desires to me
Erotic echoes are loudly released
As you tell me you love me before your final release 

You kiss me deeply and passionately
Your primal instinct flows unrestrained and wildly

The taste of you …
This moment will be savored and replayed for an eternity.